Life at its best =)

Wow, my blogging mood is high today. It’s a miracle =D

Not really. I’m just trying to burn off my 10 minutes before True Blood starts. Hehehe.

So, I made a remarkable discovery today.

Did you know Earth has 365 days?

Each week has 7 days.

A minute has 60 seconds?

1 second just passed.

And did you know, its now October.

Which means = SPM is 7 weeks away.

Deng deng denggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Seriously, I didn’t realize it. I’m really such a pitiful SPM candidate x]

Pitiful as in I suck like mad.

No studying, no stress, just enjoying life to its fullest. I mean, why give yourself an opportunity to look old with your wrinkles and white hair? Just be cool and don’t worry to much, right?

I spent the whole day in school chatting with friends, teasing each other, gossiping, the usual stuff.

And that, is the best part of it all.

=)

Ideas pop out of nowhere!

I’m gonna be random here, so bear with me!

Nowadays I’ve been getting interesting ideas for a manga. Weird that such things happen during exams..

This is the recent one, and the only one I can remember so far. Fun fact : Thought about it when I was showering :D

So imagine you died, and you’re walking towards the light that leads to reincarnation. However, you saw this other path and walked towards it. You wake up with wires connected around you. Turns out the earth is undergoing a ‘healing’ process and humans are preserved in pods until the earth is healed. The human mind is kept alive with them living in a virtual world like the current one we’re living in. And each day in the ‘world’ is merely 10 seconds in the real one, so each soul undergoes reincarnation multiple times. So the 'world' begins to evolve, the humans thinking they can do it all over again, save their 'world' from destruction.. But can they?

© MaddieTSL

Just so ya know, I want this storyline to be mine x]

And this is the idea you get from playing a game like .hack//GU :P

My essay for English paper is worst. I guess you can say, its waaaaay off topic (in a way). Hope teacher is open minded tho.

What? You give me a word ‘Fire’ and expect me to write an essay. You think I’ll want to tell you it needs O2 and releases CO2, or that it causes destruction or it reacts to fart and other obvious details?? Wait till I get my paper back, then I’ll post it here :D

Weirdly enough, I feel melancholic. Banyak people coupling, I tengok pun jealous…

………….

Don’t believe me? Phineeeeeee~

FYI! I’m even jealous of my bunnies, who stick so close together and nampak so loving, and they’re both GIRLS!

ILY Bunny, take care :')

Yesterday, watching Marley and Me left me feeling loving. I snuggled her in my arms, eventho she was lying by her side, unable to stand up like when she used to. I didn’t care. I still love her. I fed her with bits of veg, stroking her, tickling her chin. I smiled when she licked me, now a rarity eversince she came back from the clinic. I kissed her saying ‘I love you..’. And I left to do my own things like normal.

And then, she’s gone.

GONE.

My rabbit… My Bunny… She’s gone..

Why didn’t I wake up earlier? Why didn’t I check up on her more last night? Why did I effing miss the chance?

Now she’s gone.

And I’m crying… I want her back. Please?

Grandma woke me up, told me Bunny made a weird noise. I grumbled as she does this sometimes. When I touched Bunny, an intense shock went through my body. Her body was stiff. She didn’t respond. I checked for a pulse and…

Nothing.

OMG… I don’t believe it!

I kept touching her, thinking she’d raise her head and greet me like she always did. Wishing that I’d see her chest rise and fall, indicating breathing. Nothing.

Walking towards my room, my mind was blank. Shocked. And when I passed my bro, then only thing I thought necessary to say was; Bunny is dead.

Then I cried.

Was it because of me? She was fine before I had to admit her in the clinic. She couldn’t eat, drink or act normally. But doctor said she’s fine, its just the diet problem. When I brought her back, she couldn’t even stand. I cried silently looking at her.

But her health gradually became better. She ate more, she could stand a lil better. Overall getting better..

So why did you have to leave so sudden?

Grandma said she emitted a loud cry before I came down. Did she suffer before passing?

Did she have a good life being my pet?

I’m so sorry Bunny… I’m so sorry…

Please forgive me..

I’ll always love you, no matter what.

These tears? It can’t stop when I think about you. Or when I look at your photos. Nor when we buried you.

Doctors said you’ve lived a long life, 8 years is long for a rabbit. I hoped you do not regret being with me..

Rest In Peace my friend..

Bunny : 8.2002 – 16.9.2010

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These were taken yesterday… You can see how sickly she looked like..

And this is exactly the pose she had on when I found her this morning..

The future for the moment, seems bleak

Here I am, sipping orange juice while thinking of what to blog about.

But since I know what I’m gonna type, what the heck =D

I’ve been doing lots of thinking lately, mostly focused on my future;

College.

Screw trials I say! Nothing seems to motivate me more to live through SPM except entering the One Academy x]

I have not studied for real, unlike my fellow Form 5 counterparts who, at least, are super duper worried about it.

I guess I’ll finally crack when the time comes eh? For now, I’ll just remain at this pace =)

So, college… I’ve been asking Cheryl lately about it, and being my usual worried self, I asked her loads of questions. Most concerning questions of all, the most glorious and intriguing but deadly (yes deadly!! >=D ) question of all is……

*drums roll*

*rolling*

* rolling*

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January or March?

AHAH. Potong stim. AHAH. *lame*

I’m referring to the intake of course.

Now being my over-indulging self, I would of course want to take January as I really can’t wait to learn more about my one and only talent. Starting early too gives me advantage to complete my studies sooner.

On the other hand, I only have 3 weeks rest before starting college if I choose Jan. And if I wanna work, March is the best pick.

I’m really worried tho. I’ve heard from Cheryl that people drop out cuz:

1) They can’t take the stress.

2) They find out art isn’t what they want.

I’m really scared outta my skin!

*Bless my skin,fyi! Without it I’d be the skeleton you see hanging on a rod in your Bio lab!*

These questions have been pounding on my head recently…

I’m an avid procrastinator. And I prefer doing stuff according to my mood. With the amount of assignments and obligations they have, can I cope with the work given? And if I can, will I do a good one at that?

What if I DO find out that particular field isn’t my thing? I’ll be lost!

Also, will I give up if I find out there are people way superior than me, and my progress seems weak besides their’s?

I’m bloody hell scared.

YIKES!

But then again, I should focus on trials first..

And based on my post’s title? Yea, I’m somewhat doomed in trials. Probably getting only an A for Eng, and a mere pass for others (if I’m lucky)!

Oishhhh, headache betul. But for now, I’m hungry! Maggi, here I comeeeeeeeeeeee~~! Wheeeeeeeee!

Thanks to all who have nagged me to update my very lonely sesat blog! Without ya guys, it’d be super dead. Hehehe!

Kiwi!

Going, going.... Gone

Sooooooo… I’ve finished packing already.

Note that I can actually fit all my junk into the smaller bag, and the big luggage is meant for all my bro’s junk… Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I’ve given my dog a good scrub before leaving.

I’ve given my bunny a good scrub before leaving.

I’ve put on my 80% cotton jacket which I hope its enough.

And….. I’M SO GODDAMN NOT READY.

I dunno why but I don’t feel much excitement towards this trip. Weird eh? A once in a lifetime trip and I don’t feel anything. N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

Maybe its cuz I didn’t managed to submit my entry for the One Academy scholarship contest… T.T

Maybe cuz I’ve not done my art project…

Maybe cuz I’ll miss my net, friends, bunny, doggie, grandparents…

Maybe cuz I takut kena robbed, hypothermia( its 12C there and its summer! Wth!??!?!?! ) and the plane might crash ( choi choi choi! ) and wow, I’ve 4 flights to take… Eeeeeek. Time to pray =/

Oh well…

I just wanna say, I love y’all and I wish y’all the best and erm… Pray for me kay? =D

Love you guys!

CY kor, take note! I’m off to Russia now!

Ciao!

Oh, and this happened dinner last night. Nothing much, but I really geli hati when it happened..

Dad : Eh, today ah I saw someone wearing sunglasses you know. I thought who was it ah??

Uncle : Yalah, I also saw. I didn’t even recognize who is that.

Dad : And then she took off her sunglasses… WAH! Turned out to be Leng! Summore slide the glasses onto her head, like so cool.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha by everyone except me.

Dad : Good la. Her mother was worried you know. She was telling me last week she was worried you would be a tomboy. She always wear those pants and after scout meetings she act like guy with T-shirt and all. But then I say, see now wear nail polish, wear dress, put make up, now she’s a girl la.

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha by everyone except me.

Mum : Neeeeeeeeh, she last time used to wear dress ma. Then suddenly Aunty Li Li asked ‘Why you don’t wear pants??’ then suddenly stop wearing dress and wear pants.

Aunt : Yala, I was damn worried you know. Last time we went out with her we saw her in, what’s that you call it? Cargo pants. And T-shirts. I said to Ah Teoh (my uncle); Wah, this is a guy man!

Hahahahaha……..

So this was what my parents talk about behind my back la????

And this is what my family talk about infront of me la????

……….

Holiday!

Its here its here! No more exams for now!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Come on, it’ll be the last holiday and time I can enjoy before trials and SPM, cut me some slack here!

I guess I’m intrigue with the Russian trip? Been learning new words, hopefully I remember them during times of need..

So I took quizzes just now, and here’s what I got;

You Are Impulsive

More than anything else, you crave freedom in your life. You have to be able to do what you want. You are stubborn and independent. You don't take no for an answer. You like to live in the moment, and you tend to be a pretty big thrill seeker. You are easy going unless you are challenged. You are flexible until you're not.

Your Best Trait is Confidence

You are the type of person who just goes for it. Whether you win or lose, you're always happiest when you at least tried. You are fearless when it comes to failure. You have learned that the key to life is just showing up, so you're always there bright and early. While you are always doing your best, you have had to let go of what others think of you. You define your own success. You may disappoint yourself or look stupid sometimes, but you always hold your head high. You know that tomorrow will give you another opportunity to try again.

I beg to differ… Confidence???

Heck, I can barely look at a guy I like without having blood rushing to my face or even actually looking at him!

Bob, I still think you’re wrong. LOL.

But besides that, the ‘I don’t care’ and ‘Just do it’ part I likey ;D

Gosh.

It’d be so cool if I can now have a glass of wine, with a splash of friends, $$, hot guy and whoa, perfect. Yeaaaaaaah.

I heard they’ll be selecting for NS soon. Yikes.

In a way, I don’t wanna go cuz it clashes with my plans and especially college.

On the other hand, it’s good experience and who knows, I might score a few numbers, no? x]

New friends ma!