Yesterday, watching Marley and Me left me feeling loving. I snuggled her in my arms, eventho she was lying by her side, unable to stand up like when she used to. I didn’t care. I still love her. I fed her with bits of veg, stroking her, tickling her chin. I smiled when she licked me, now a rarity eversince she came back from the clinic. I kissed her saying ‘I love you..’. And I left to do my own things like normal.
And then, she’s gone.
GONE.
My rabbit… My Bunny… She’s gone..
Why didn’t I wake up earlier? Why didn’t I check up on her more last night? Why did I effing miss the chance?
Now she’s gone.
And I’m crying… I want her back. Please?
Grandma woke me up, told me Bunny made a weird noise. I grumbled as she does this sometimes. When I touched Bunny, an intense shock went through my body. Her body was stiff. She didn’t respond. I checked for a pulse and…
Nothing.
OMG… I don’t believe it!
I kept touching her, thinking she’d raise her head and greet me like she always did. Wishing that I’d see her chest rise and fall, indicating breathing. Nothing.
Walking towards my room, my mind was blank. Shocked. And when I passed my bro, then only thing I thought necessary to say was; Bunny is dead.
Then I cried.
Was it because of me? She was fine before I had to admit her in the clinic. She couldn’t eat, drink or act normally. But doctor said she’s fine, its just the diet problem. When I brought her back, she couldn’t even stand. I cried silently looking at her.
But her health gradually became better. She ate more, she could stand a lil better. Overall getting better..
So why did you have to leave so sudden?
Grandma said she emitted a loud cry before I came down. Did she suffer before passing?
Did she have a good life being my pet?
I’m so sorry Bunny… I’m so sorry…
Please forgive me..
I’ll always love you, no matter what.
These tears? It can’t stop when I think about you. Or when I look at your photos. Nor when we buried you.
Doctors said you’ve lived a long life, 8 years is long for a rabbit. I hoped you do not regret being with me..
Rest In Peace my friend..
Bunny : 8.2002 – 16.9.2010
And then, she’s gone.
GONE.
My rabbit… My Bunny… She’s gone..
Why didn’t I wake up earlier? Why didn’t I check up on her more last night? Why did I effing miss the chance?
Now she’s gone.
And I’m crying… I want her back. Please?
Grandma woke me up, told me Bunny made a weird noise. I grumbled as she does this sometimes. When I touched Bunny, an intense shock went through my body. Her body was stiff. She didn’t respond. I checked for a pulse and…
Nothing.
OMG… I don’t believe it!
I kept touching her, thinking she’d raise her head and greet me like she always did. Wishing that I’d see her chest rise and fall, indicating breathing. Nothing.
Walking towards my room, my mind was blank. Shocked. And when I passed my bro, then only thing I thought necessary to say was; Bunny is dead.
Then I cried.
Was it because of me? She was fine before I had to admit her in the clinic. She couldn’t eat, drink or act normally. But doctor said she’s fine, its just the diet problem. When I brought her back, she couldn’t even stand. I cried silently looking at her.
But her health gradually became better. She ate more, she could stand a lil better. Overall getting better..
So why did you have to leave so sudden?
Grandma said she emitted a loud cry before I came down. Did she suffer before passing?
Did she have a good life being my pet?
I’m so sorry Bunny… I’m so sorry…
Please forgive me..
I’ll always love you, no matter what.
These tears? It can’t stop when I think about you. Or when I look at your photos. Nor when we buried you.
Doctors said you’ve lived a long life, 8 years is long for a rabbit. I hoped you do not regret being with me..
Rest In Peace my friend..
Bunny : 8.2002 – 16.9.2010
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And this is exactly the pose she had on when I found her this morning..
2010
These were taken yesterday… You can see how sickly she looked like..
And this is exactly the pose she had on when I found her this morning..
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