Bunny!

Today is the end… Noooo! I dunwan to grow old and 2012 seems closer than ever! xD

I was supposed to clean up my room today but am now in lazy mode. Jia Yuan picking up his stuff soon I hope, and I’ll be countdown-ing at my aunt’s place tonight.

Resolutions? I’ve read Yu Hong’s only, and yea I guess I should start on mine as well. Will post it up tomorrow instead, more appropriate I think.

About the bunny thing..

Isn’t she adorable???!

That’s carrot juice around her mouth.. The carrot’s so juicy, yum!
I also have a video of her, but it’s not sharp and you need to watch it from a very odd angle..

Rabbits are cute, so there x]

Hungry High

I know I just blogged a few minutes ago but heck, I’m bored and hungry!

Dinner is 20 minutes from now, but I think I’ll snack after it cuz… I smelt fish! Seafood, omg! Not that I’m allergic to it, but dislike fishy taste + smell. Picky ain’t I?

I’ve a sudden craving for pizzas, teppanyaki,Mcd, and Madeleines. Random much!

Avatar’s storyline is cliché, but effects are niceeeee~

I also wanna watch Red Cliff 1 and Transformers 2 again… But the discs are so expensive!

I wanna thank CY kor, cuz today I would’ve been bored to death as they all speaked Chinese except me and kor.. Teman teman~

But I wanna curse him for returning the RM10.. Sneak!!

Oh oh oh, the bus bell worked today! Yay! Curse has lifted!!

Hungreeee~ MD esok and the following days… =x

Friday is New Year! ( i don’t celebrate it too… family not the celebrative type, sad )

Will spend it shopping in Sungai Wang as dad and aunt+uncle wanna shop for clothes there.

I need :
Tops
Necklaces
Bracelets
More tops
Hats
More more tops
Pants maybe

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~

So hungry! Eeee!

At least my stomach’s flat xDD

Ooo, dinner time!

Ciaooooz~

MV

Just back from MV, again… This time went out with CY kor, Yuet May, Zi Ming, Pik Sue and Ah Sum.

Actually was supposed to go with Zi Ming only, but ended up catching a movie n hanging out with others x]

And I was NOT dating him! The fella is kaki perempuan la, pleaaase! I don’t date such guys okaaay? Haha!

They had MD today, lots of people came. Szi Wei and John Hong flinched at the sight of me wearing tank top and skirt… Gosh. I know I’m yong sui ok? Don’t need be so harsh T.T Wen Xin and Wai Yan also stare at me in a scary way. Aaaaaaah~

In MV, we met Sit Wai who was working, Caroline with dunno who’s that guy and Wai Yan. Wai Yan joined us for lunch and after movie, she went hang kai with Pik Sue and Ah Sum.

I’m hungry cuz didn’t eat whole day… Say its ridiculous, but I dislike eating outside cuz… Scared of having people watch me eat since :

a) Feel nervous especially with people I don’t know well. Sometimes nervous to eat around CY kor, funny anot???

b) Cuz nervous, I eat slow. But I always eat slow anyway -.-‘

c) When eat slow, people end up staring and I feel so guilty cuz they have to wait for me to finish..

See see, got connection de!! xD

So yea, don’t expect me to eat big meals during outings. The tea from lunch was actually filling tho.. O.o

Ah ah ah.

Yuet May!! What the… Colour pencil as my X-Mas present??? O.O!!!!

If eyeliner I don’t mind la, but colour pencil???? Waaaaaaah…

I feel 10 years younger again.

Cuz I was 6 when I got colour pencils for special celebrations..

LOL!

Hmmm

Today is text book collection day. Yippeee. 17 books in total, a few useless books and I know I should get started on reading ‘em but but… Malas la! Will read the novels tho, once I’m done with Abhorsen.

So nice to meet my friends again. Haha. Talked about stuff awhile, since we were all sesated ( true to the sentence; Malaysians don’t know how to line up! ) and yea, nervous la.. Soon to be Form 5. Lol lol. Still got 5 more days till it starts so gotta ENJOY! xD

Oh.

You know what? You’ve changed. Why be so spiteful against others? Because of what you did, they started to dislike you and even referred you as an It. Not ashamed a? They told me stuff about you but I just let it be, though I know its true cuz I saw you treating them and even me like that.

Sometimes what you do are quite… Inappropriate? And you defend your faults by snapping back at others. What the heck wei? The least you can do is apologize right? Or if saying sorry seems hard, then show you’re sorry with actions la.. Gosh. Even I can do that.

They said I didn’t get it bad, cuz you know you can’t step over me. But via your attitude? Ugh. You’ve not crossed the line yet but when you do.. Don’t expect me to treat you any different from a spoilt child. It’s not for me, but for your own sake and also them.

Do you want haters?

You’re still my friend, don’t get me wrong. Just want what’s best for you… Even if you’ve mistook this post as something bad.. -.-‘

=]

Like,Omigosh!

Bought sneakers, pumps, tank top, top, mini jacket, necklaces and…. MAKE UP!

Ok la, just lipstick and foundation but hey, it’s a start. Was just wondering what’s my lips’ signature colour and one thing led to another and… boom! My aunt convinced me to buy it, my mum was kinda annoyed I think cuz not enough money..

Speaking of which.

Should I go 1U tomorrow? Parents ajak me and my aunt & uncle are going also.

I want to but but.. $$ not enough la! Told my mum dunwan splurge cuz later no money but she didn’t reply back.

I also dunwan wake up at 8am just to get ready… I wanna sleep! Should’ve bought concealer =.=

Unless tomorrow hang out with friends.. Hmmm. Anyone wanna watch a movie or something?? :D

Damn weeeei, this is getting outta control. I should have enough clothes to last for CNY but now got discount stuff ma. Hahahahaha. Total girl gene is out. DAMN! ( actually its cheapskate gene.. learn from Ishaq one )

Kor, buy me mascara for Xmas!

Just joking, don’t go overboard ya…

What’s wrong with me???

It's a Lala World

Three days of shopping, how cool is that? Shopping is great no? Can exercise your legs, hands, wallet… Stay slim always huh?

Today’s my 3rd day shopping. First day Mv, second in Sogo, now Amcorp… Wah wah. My mum ajak pergi 1U but I said up to dad cuz he kena suffer. Lol! Christmas in Sogo, what did I buy?

Hoodie-dress
Skirt
Tank top
Leggings
2 dresses

All under RM200 =D

But I expected to buy more since I spent 6 hours there =.=!

And didn’t get to buy shoes… T.T

I didn’t even get to buy the bunny soft toy there, which was so keeeewt!!

Working on a drawing for Xmas which is only a rough sketch and will probably be rub off later. Aaaah!

Merry Christmas everyone!

Christmas Eve

I didn’t have any plans today since I don’t celebrate Xmas, until CY kor IM-ed me to go Midvalley watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. Lol! I agreed la, since nothing else better to do at home. Yuet May was supposed to go but suddenly can’t cuz need help Form 3 with MD.. See see, she so kind go sacrifice for you all. OC better belanja her wei =P

It took me 45 minutes to get ready + chat + sms. Swt. By the time I reached bus stop, the bus had just gone off so had to wait another 20 minutes. At least the Indian lady beside me was friendly, kindly advising me to be careful cuz motorcyclists had threatened to slash her when she didn’t give them money before. She was heading to MV too, so was taking the same bus as me. Hehe. So nice to talk to a friendly citizen ( though the man who offered me a lift looked kind, I still dunno who’s he… neighbour? Don’t recognize lo ).

I reached Mv at 12.50 and kor was still lining up to buy tickets. I went to buy my stuff at the RM5 shop and quite luckily kor came over cuz had trouble choosing a hat for myself. Haha. We then went off to buy his cap; first Tropicana Life, Quicksilver then Metrojaya. Today only I know he likes white stuff, cuz he chose a white cap for me and of course his cap is white. Swt wei…

Kor, why does your hand always shake when taking photo? O.o Photo taken in Center Court, and no we taknak take it with Santa.. As one kid exclaimed nearby, Santa is fake!

Lunch was at Delifrance. He had a tuna sandwich and iced coffee while I ate myself and a pizza loaf. Yea, I literally ate myself; Madeleine BUNS to be exact.. x] I taste buttery but kinda fluffy.. Kor didn’t want to taste me. So sui T.T

We rushed to the theatre and the movie had already started. It’s really funny and Theodore is so cute!! I recommend you guys to watch it. Haha!

After the movie we jalan-jalaned again. Resumed my shoe shopping expedition but couldn’t find one… Sad hor. We then went to Gardens to get Sherry’s Xmas pressie. Kor afforded it! Somewhat. Had to loan him RM10 but nvm la, I still owe him for movie tickets. Lol!

After many rounds of walking and meeting up with Sherry to pass her pressie, we went to Jusco again.. It’s the only place I can afford la >.<>

Balik-ed at 6.10 with Metro 99. First time take same bus back with kor. Lol. Saw Ze Ming ( is it spelt right? ) in the bus but he didn’t see me.. Kor stopped at Asia Jaya and me Paramount. Dunno why the bell didn’t work.. Am I cursed to ring non-soundable bells? It worked on kor! No fair!! Swt! The guy who tried to help me couldn’t ring it too, and I think he once studied in Samad.. Forgot edi! But we did stare awhile la which was kinda unnerving..

When I told my mum MV got sales, she suddenly ajak me pergi Sogo tomorrow… Er er? She really that happy I becoming more like a girl meh? Anyway, she asked me to buy discount stuff only and the stuff bought tomorrow will be my CNY clothes.. WOW. She even asked me to clean my room for CNY, which is on Feb 14 ( Valentine’s Day, how cool is that?? ) and erm.. Its 2 months from now.. My room will be dirty back by then laaaa =.= Guess I’ll be spending my Xmas shopping… I hope I don’t become a shopaholic cuz it’s a bad thing..

I still wanna go out again before school starts and have to suffer from SPM stress! >.<

Ooo mosquito!

Random much… just saw a mosquito flew by… LOL!

Sneak Preview

Sneak preview to a few photos from camp. Enjoy~ =D

Committee pose!

Girls gone high, literally…

Aaaaw.. Quartermaster so comfortable with Quartermistress.. I wonder what happened to the other Quartermistress?

Gimme gimme ‘O’!

As you can see, most of our pictures consist of the 2,5,0 pose.. Hehe.

Teens to Adults

11.04am…

That’s what my clock says now. Before I’d notice, it’d be 11.05, 11.06, 11.07…

Growing older by the minute and I love/hate it.

Leaving behind my carefree childhood days sucks. Having more responsibilities is good yet bad.

SPM next year… So scared of not passing and getting As eventhough I only need credits for college.

I’ll miss my friends after Form 5. Can’t bear the thought of parting with them. New friends? I hope so..

College life seems interesting enough, can’t wait for it but scared I can’t do it.

Why the heck did I wake up thinking about this? Swt swt. I’m too much a worrywart..

Kinda freaky to see how much I’ve changed since Form 1. The way I think is waaay different now and I think I’ve matured? Tak tau la. What happened yesterday made me think twice about the mature part. Lol. At least I’ve not changed in that matter, though I want to..

I’m bored so help me -.-

2007

2009

Most of my relatives didn’t recognized me when I wore like this yesterday.. Swt.

Its a Boy!

I don’t feel like myself today.. I woke up with a heart ache and now in no mood to eat, sleep, play, chat… What’s wrong with me??

I think I know the answer, but I refuse to admit it.

Anyway, I just got a message from my aunt.

I’ve a nephew! His name is Ayden and he arrived 10.30am today.

I’ve never been good with babies ( cuz my parents n grandma tend to scare me with stories when I was little =.= brainwashing sial ) but heck, I’m gonna give it a try.

A nephew! I feel old now >.<

Randomness

You told me to post, so here it is x]

I changed my blogger theme, again! How exciting is that?? ( not really.. )

Grew bored of the last one…again. And I wanted something pleasant to my eyes, aka not too bright and vibrant colours. Unfortunately my new monitor is quite bright and my eyes scream in agony every few minutes…

-.-

Changing theme is quite annoying cuz you’ve to re-type all blog links and change your chatbox colour. Ok, scratch the last part. It’s only freaks like me who wants things to be colour coordinated.. Gaaah. There goes the amateur artist in me.

Tomorrow is my er… Distant cousin’s birthday? Dunno how to consider her, cuz she’s from grandma’s family line so I include her into the ‘Seremban gang’. Swt and lol. Just hope everything would turn out ok ( I highly doubt it will ).

Where’s a complain repellent spray when you need one? Does mosquito repellent work just as well?

Lalala. I’m bored. And no, I dunwan lala, I hate lala, never ever want to eat ‘em cuz a baby lala ‘waved’ to me when I tried eating lala for the first time at 9… Lala phobia!

Need to bath soon… Yes I’ve not bathe yet but I don’t smell bad either =D

Wendy, come online fast! I wan photos =(

‘ Save me. I think I’m going crazy. ’

Lyrics from Save Me -Josh Verdes.

Addicted to this sentence, dunno why. Haha!

Hungreeee

Just back from Break-thru Camp and boy, was it fun x]

Will blog about it soon I guess, since it’s the last camp my form will be organizing and also Jo-Lyne asked if I will.

Lots of photos from camp! I wished I’ve them now, but I need to wait till Wendy and Ee Leng send them. My ‘2’ photo taken by Yuet May is quite cool.. Potential Facebook profile pic =P

For now I just wanna relax and… EAT!

I want dinner now T.T

Need lots of water too cuz I survived on a 1.6 liter bottle and a few sips of Vico. Kinda odd why I didn’t drink lots…

Hoo-yeaah

Camp tomorrow! Am I thrilled? Somewhat. Actually, I dunno. O.o

Sure, it’ll be the last camp I’m going to help organize and I like doing it with my friends.

But

There are a few problems.

Dad isn’t feeling well, getting déjà vu feelings from last year’s incident..

And my grandpa just called me a big disappointment.. I’m well past the shock, but it still hurts. A LOT.

Quarrels again, and getting worse.

I hate and like being home, but I’m worried of things at home.

Annoying, really. Everyday is a test of emotions.

I hate getting emotional..

Sometimes I think I hate my family but in reality, I don’t. I don’t want to end up being spiteful towards them like my bro.

Aiyerrr, can’t I go to camp in peace? T.T

Takpe takpe… Esok Wai Yan’s b’day. Get to kacau her.. Keke.

And yea, changed my theme again. Got bored of the last one and it looked kinda emo, no? Will change again I think, to suit the Xmas spirit =D

$$$

Click here for better view.

This story is inspired by my recent financial crisis.

I spent about RM200 on chef stuff for camp, and though I know it’d be given back to me, I just can’t help but panic over it. Mostly cuz I suddenly realized I’d roughly enough cash for a pen tablet.. =O

The story’s about a girl ( my RM200 ) kena scanned through some price detector machine and got separated from her owner. The last girl is actually a Mastercard.. The M on her top is not clear and I accidentally drew the entire piece tilted! O.o But anywaaaay…

I find my storyline and drawings sooo amateur! I’m not happy with this piece at all.. At least I succeed with not screwing up my inking..

>.<

Dear Santa, my wish this X-mas if for a nice pen tablet =)

Haizz

I don’t know how to break it to them since its just 3 days from now. But well, here goes…

Mum, how much does whole chicken cost in market?

RM12 I think. Why?

I need it for camp.

20 minutes later, after she told my dad and some stuff happened…

Knock knock.

* Someone seems to want to open my door in a rude manner *

There stood my mum, a scowl on her face.

“You want to go for jungle camp, FINE. I’ve already told you since last year you’re NOT to go for outside camps. If you want your father and I to start fighting again, then go ahead.”

I closed the door, wondering if my mum was on the verge of tears.

Thinking back, last year held lots of bad memories. Why did she have to make me remember? Why?! Those bitter memories, WHY?!

But I want to go for jungle camp.. It’ll be the last one I help organize..

Sigh..Whatever then.. I seemed to be cursed when I go to jungle anyway.

Sorry Breakthru committee.. :(

My heart feels like… Ugh. She definitely hit a spot.

Petaling Street

Well... Here's what I've bought today. Spent 4 hours there not including 2 makan time.

Total amount spent = RM185
Total cash used by self = 50% of what my uncle gave me
Total cash mum spent on me = 57% of total amount spent

Overall, I’m pleased with that I got. Though I didn’t get to buy tank tops or sneakers, I did replace it with sandals and jacket… Yay =)

Need to stop now.. I’m getting a splitting headache from all the smoke and Ee Leng’s comment on my mosquito bite isn’t doing any good to ease the pain -.- Just wish I can finally get sound sleep tonight.. Curse whatever’s stopping me from SIP nowanights.

* Sleep In Peace *

Highlight Of The Day!

As my dad’s car drove past P.S., my uncle exclaimed, “Eh, pondan there”.

My aunt’s reaction…

Leng lui anot?

Dim Sum + Shopping...?

Long time no eat dim sum! Was just watching a movie; Dim Sum Funeral where dim sum died. Many Chinese attended its funeral cuz well, dim sum IS a Chinese dish… I cried when dim sum died T.T

Ok, I’m just crapping again… Dim Sum Funeral is a 2008 movie and it was shown in Star Movies just now. Quite a witty movie, you guys gotta watch it =D

PETALING STREET TOMORROW! Dunno why I’m excited… Maybe cuz its been a long time since I’ve been there? Or cuz I love shopping now? Or am I just thrilled to get out of my house?

Dunno dunno.

My uncle gave me money to spend for my X-mas pressie.. He and my aunt can’t take me out to shop, so here is the cash worth RM ( censor ). Banyak duit but I remember they spend that much before on me..

I know I’m lucky, I’m grateful I am.

X]

Draw-Ings

After I forgot to draw, I finally did it.. Curse my memory =.=

But after drawing for half a day and my sketch is finally finish… This was what happened.

Eh, malas shade it la.

Outline only la, then post it.

Malas outline oso.. Need rub here n there. Haihhh.

No patience girl…

Eeei, I’m not really the detail-conscious person kay? Besides, my shading and outlining skill suck big time.

Siapa kata nak quit art class? Paiseh!

Damn you, you’re my conscience and should know better! I quit cuz I barely learnt anything there except little shading and colouring!

Yeah, I also know you quit cuz you’re too lazy to get up on Sundays to attend your classes.

What- Me – I….? Shut up conscience.

Screw you la Madd, you’re one lazy ass.

Don’t you mean flat ass?

….

Yea, this convo usually goes on in my mind frequently.. I’m a weird person and I like being… As Imran says, ‘unique’. =D

More like mentally retarded.. Lalalalalalalalala.

Comment comment x]

I did this about 3 months back.. This was when I found out colour pencils are nicer to use than pencils. Hehe.

Tenko of the Law of Ueki anime! Isn’t he adorable? I’d sketch this straight from the screen, which was bad as the image was kinda blur. This was done 2 months ago.

Done a month ago and on my bio paper.. Heh.. Unfinished shading and malas to finish anyway. Hahaha.

Drawn today and also outlined ( yes, I wasn’t that lazy to do it so.. ). I’ve not drawn anything in a long time so I started with the face, then hair, then no idea. My artwork doesn’t have a theme so I always think of something once I’m done with the face… And because my skills suck, my theme keeps changing. Will add in more details when I've the mood xD

This drawing is about some sprite ( not the drink ) sitting on a bumblebee.. I sketched the bug from wiki’s photo of bumblebees, with lil alterations of course.. Haha! Weird drawing, weird theme, weird imagination.

I think I’ve been reading too many fantasy novels these past few weeks.. Oops.

You can check it out on my deviantart acc if its not clear here.. Site is on my sidebar. Or if you're lazy, click here. Heee. I’d appreciate it if you comment ;)

Thanks!

And nites.. Esok need go school for md again..

Quizzes

Its 9.42am and here I am, blogging away when I should be in bed sleeping. Why??

Imagine reaching school and as you’re about to enter the den, which is open indicating MD hasn’t started and there’s trouble, you see your fellow COH leaving.

Eh Wendy, I thought today got MD?

What MD, they FFK la!

What the heck?!?!?!?!

Zzz… I woke up at 7 for this =.=

I came back, bang Shau Yuan ( I pity the poor dude, but I’d to do it.. sry man ) and yea, I’m 100% awake and cannot get back to sleep.. T.T

At least I’ve another free day today.

Anywaaay, back to posting up quiz results that I think are quite true and amusing x]

Your Fashion City is Paris

You always look amazing, but you never look like you put too much effort in to it. And you probably didn't! You believe that fashion is all about classic looks, and you shun all silly trends. You appreciate finer quality items, but you would never have anything with a huge label on it. That's just tacky. You never want your look to seem like it was bought in a store. You always have something in your closet to make your outfit uniquely you.

Oh ya ke? Don’t believe but funny

You Are Chinese

You are a bit old fashioned and deliberate. You take your time and do things the right way. You have an eye for craftsmanship and quality. You cherish and appreciate beautiful objects. You are interested in the past. You consider yourself to be a student of history, and you are always learning. You are also naturally quite artistic. Even if you aren't an artist by trade, it's likely that you have perfect penmanship.

50% true.. Irony.. I dunno Cina

You Have an Inspired First Name

You are a highly original and naturally creative person. You are always thinking outside the box. You are have adventurous spirit, and you are extremely energetic. If you love something, it's easy for you to stay motivated. You have your own unique take on the world. Your views are both independent and progressive. You aren't shy about living a bold and interesting life. You are a bit stubborn and headstrong when it comes to what you believe in.

Lol… Farney

You Are Unpretentious and Honest

You're quite happy with who you are, and you never pretend to be someone you're not. You just act naturally. It's what works best for you, and you're comfortable with who you are. You like people when they're just being themselves. Nothing turns you off more quickly than a phony. You don't like it when other people want you to measure up to their standards. You should be enough as is.

99% true wei, good job quiz xD

Nostalgia

I’m feeling so nostalgic over my past holidays.. Remembering it again brings back good memories and also a deep longing to repeat them again. I didn’t want to post this but what the heck, the urge’s been bugging me for weeks and so here it is =P

Some of you know that I’ve already been to Vietnam, Hong Kong and Macau ( all thanks to my dear uncle ^^ ). One day my uncle asked; ‘‘Leng, between those places which do you like the best?’’. Errm… I couldn’t answer.. Its cuz each place has its own uniqueness, no?

Take Vietnam as an example. For those who’re looking for fun shouldn’t go there as it’s mostly a place of culture, scenery and art. Its nightlife is good too, mostly due to the night markets! xD

Its’ culture consist of French, Chinese and many more. Some buildings are French-built that I somehow drool over them.. The tall majestic trees around the city makes it shady and cool ( just the way I like it :D ). It was winter then and as I walked out of the hotel at 5am, the sky was bright and mist shrouded the city. Gila nice atmosphere x]

Most of all, I simply LOVE the lake in Hanoi. Its called Hoan Kiem Lake and in the middle of it is a small island, and on it a tower that’s related to a legend they believe in. Kinda a long story, so go wiki on it. Hehe.

The park around the lake.

Oh, the lake is also a famous dating spot for lovers all around. At night its darkly lit so you can do things there unnoticed.. Hint hint. Lol! Well, I think its unnoticed la, cuz around the lake is the main road where there’s plenty of people somehow watching you and yet can’t see you cuz its so dark… And cuz that's what our guide told us.. O.o

Temple of Literature.

Halong Bay is also a nice place. Cruising through the sea in a Junk ( some sort of mini ship ) is quite boring if you don’t have good company or a good camera. I’m serious! I regretted not being talkative to my uncle’s colleagues and using a better camera as the view was superb. Watching the sunset and sunrise is unforgettable as well ;)

View from one of the many caves around. Look at the Junks!

Imagine cruising under this.. With a small boat of course x]

Hong Kong… Another version of Singapore, no? Fast paced, branded goods, Disneyland ( ok,u don't have this is Sg.. ), and good food is essential.. Peanut butter with steak! Yea, they serve that there.. Haha!

During my first day there, I got somewhat confused of the busy lifestyle.. Its quite unlike KL. There, the space between buildings are small and shops are crammed. The walkways are also small and the air was stifling due to the haze.

However, I got used to it the next day and was enjoying myself as… I dunno. The cramming somehow makes it feel so homey.. Ahaha! Dunno laa.. Anyway, Victoria Peak is a nice place to go at dusk. I remember standing there, having my hair blown by the strong wind and the chills I got from it.. The feeling of almost being blown away ( literally ) is another fond memory of mine =D

On the 3rd day of our trip, we went to Macau via ferry. The journey made me feel sea sick… Thank God I’d my remedy with me ( sweets! ). Macau’s more for adults who want to try their luck gambling, since it’s the Asian version of Las Vegas… Lol! So yeah, I feel quite out of place there as I cannot enter the casinos to check it out T.T

In the Venetian, we went browsing through the mall section. This is my favourite part of the trip as its interior design is based on Venice culture. The bridges, boats, shops, lamp posts… Omg.. Gorgeous!

Those are painted skies you know.. Its not real but when you’re standing under them, it seems so real and you’ll lose track of time easily.

I really do like this setting, as I’ve always dreamt of myself with my special partner strolling down its streets at dusk.. Sigh…

Funny thing is, I promised myself to return to all three places with my significant other or friends when I’m older. Do you think it’ll come true? Hmmm…

But as Yee Ling always say…

No money no talk!

So true.

Oh ya, photos are all from Yahoo Image.. I don't have such photos, and you can't expect me to take any nice ones with a 2 megapixel camera right??

xP

An 'old' girl's tale

Omg.

Help me wei.

I totally forgot what I’m supposed to do next Saturday.

Was it something important?! I forgot edi!

Or is it something I planned to do?

Crap.

Can someone help me remember please??

-.-

Just finished Seventh Tower’s 2nd book..

So fast finish one?!

RM68 is going down the drain fast.

Books are so pricey now.

Aiyer eyer..

Buuuuuut ~

Petaling Street day next Friday.. Yay.

Will be there from 4pm onwards… How long will our shopping take I wonder?

Countdown and listdown starts now.

Woot.

Oh

My handphone is still not reading my memory card. Bummer.

On the other hand, my parents plan to go Petaling Street next week with my interesting aunt & uncle. Its been a LONG time since I went there, so quite excited ( especially cuz my mum will pay for me.. ). =D

Another aunt plans to take me out next week also to shop for my Christmas present ( I tried declining since I don't celebrate X-mas.. ). I've a feeling she'll bring me clothes shopping cuz 2 days ago she went through my closet.. Lols.

Since my handphone's memory is super small, I'd to download 3 songs again, but in smaller sizes. It took me 2 days but I've finally downloaded them. Errm... Yay?

There's this one song, Romantic by SHINee that got me thinking; 'Another love song.. It sounds nice'. Since I've not check its lyrics translation before, I did so 10 minutes ago and this was what came up :

Yeah, my girl
I'm an idiot
Your unforgettable love
The final tears
Are ripping away at my whole heart
It's ripping away, ( I'm sorry )
I'm so sorry

I thoughtlessly walk to wherever my heart takes me
It seems I am looking for those that look similar to you
I'm still standing at the same place
It almost seems like you just tapping my sagging shoulders and hiding from my sight
Why are you not there?
Why can I not see you?
Are my eyes looking too far?
I trusted that I could love again
Still you stay, branded in my heart unmoving
What do I do?

It can't not be you.
I am so miserable that I realized this now
The pictures make it look like I am still your love
The heat of your body and your face
I can still feel it deep inside my heart
Still I have romantic in my heart
I want to go back.

So many days I had everything of you.
But why is it (baby why)
That now (tell me why)
That I can't find you?
I'm so frightened that in the places where our memories are deeply embedded
That I may (I know) see you there with the perfect man.
I trusted that I would meet a love like you again
The pain of you branded in my heart is death
What do I do?

So then I realised...

Its an emo song.

Oh.

I don't usually listen to emo songs, but hey, the lyrics are nice.

Nice as in cuz I find it true.. This is what I'll feel if it ever happens to me.

Wait, it did.

Ooops.

Lol.

Results

Dig this : I was furious with my handphone as the memory card wasn't working on it. The card died out sometime before but I ignored it cuz I thought it was due to handphone prob ( after masuk air it became a lil... spoilt? ). Then suddenly my mum walks in.

Leng, nah. Your results.

Shit.

Wasn't it NOT in the mail?!

I practically rushed to the mailbox after receiving an sms from Chun Keat, saying he got his results and found nothing related to my results.

@*&%!

It was addressed to my mum and she received it yesterday but didn't open it till now.

What the..... *stares at mum*

You only failed one.

Really a?

Ya, there go see.

But but but... Didn't study properly..

Heart pumping fast, I took it and looked.

Bahasa Melayu - 74
English - 89
Mathematics - 40
Sejarah - 80
Moral - 70
Physics - 44
Chemistry - 40
Biology - 53
Add Maths - 13
Sivic - 68
P.E. - 72

Killer wei... I got an A for SEJARAH!! WHAT THE ( censor )?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?

Then then...

Whoooooooo! I PASSED Physics, Bio, Chemistry and MATHS! Yay meeeeeeeeeeee xD

Add maths! I didn't get 0 ( very suprising since I never studied and paid attention ) but 13 sial number la...

Then looked at English...

Speechless.

89 AGAIN AR!?!?! OOOOI, SO CLOSE TO A+!! PN LOH, DON'T KEDEKUT 1 MARK LAAAAAAA!!!

=.=

Enjoyed 30 seconds of mouth gaping when I came back to the harsh reality of my handphone.

Kill joy.

Anyway, at least now I know what else to aim A for SPM... English, Art, Moral and Sejarah.

I love you Pn Jega :D

Or whoever who marked my paper.

Lols.

Outing

My first offical outing in this hols! (sad hor? )I went out with CY kor to Midvalley. Hehe. Left my house at 9.40am and walked up to the bus stop. Waited 15 minutes for the bus to come then arrived at 10.20. My new shoes were giving me problems ( kept falling off ). Small feet is a curse!!

Went straight to collect our tickets after that. The lady gave me 2 small cakes for booking for 2 movies but she forgot to give me my 2nd ticket. Lol. Problem solved, kor reached jor. He said the cakes maybe poisioned when I gave him one, which he then lost it later. People usually find coins on the floor but now they also can find cakes! xD

I had to do a lil shopping, and asked kor if he wanted to go. I did warn him its bra shopping, but he said he’ll wait out for me. Haha. Surprisingly the stuff are cheap so I bought a few, but later regret not checking labels cuz one was a push up bra. Denggggg! =.= Was too focused on finding one my size…

Anywaaay, our first movie was 2012. The storyline is ok, but the effects… Gila awesome! Make up and everything is also nice. Finally a show that can match the Lord of the Rings! =) Kor bought a small popcorn, small coke and a hotdog. Managed to finish the popcorn, he ate the dog and I drank half the coke which I regretted later. Cold + Water + 2.45 hour movie is a bad combination…

After shopping dunno where to go, and kor kept asking me to buy handbag ( cuz I wanted to shop for that ) so we went to Jusco where I saw some that I like, but price range… Whoooo. RM30 edi spent on movie tickets ( I belanja kor ) and another 30 on personal items leaving me with RM40… Walk walk walk, 2pm edi so went into theatre again.

Mulan wasn’t all that great… Some effects are… Haihhh. The characters got some comedy at least x] The fighting wasn’t what I expected, so I’m gonna watch Red Cliff 2 later tonight cuz the fighting there with its maneuvers and formations is GENG. I like war shows, so what? :P

During the show, my butt pain jor. I bet Yuet May is laughing like mad after reading this. Lol! But my butt didn’t become flat okaaay? Hahahaha. We jalan-jalan again, went back to Jusco to find handbags but still pricey so I’ll just wait to go Petaling Street la.

We then went Big Apple to makan. I had green tea and kor had some chocolate doughnut with jelly in the middle and cheese. He thought I wanted cheese so he bought, but he ended up eating that. Haha. Fats is good for you kor. Hehe. He bought mango yoghurt ice-cream after that, which he ended up eating most again. He kata I jaga diet xD

Jalan-jalan again when we saw Khai Li working! I was waving at her, then she was cursing both of us. Swt… Say hi also curse. Zadou zadou. It was 5.20 edi , so I said better balik. Kor took Rapid KL while the bus I took was 2 buses behind the one he’s taking. Lol.

As I walked back, shoes wasn’t giving me problems edi. Yay. Some people honked at me, which I dunno if its cuz those people know me or the sight of a girl walking on a busy road is funny. Maybe I’m just being paranoid.

Thanks kor, for going out with me. :D
Seems like today you belanja all the food while I belanja tickets. Lol…
Oh, and sorry about the ahem shopping… I wanted to do it privately but you came early so… Swt.

Sceneries

Browsing through images on Yahoo Image results, yet again... Can't help it, I find sceneries nice x]

Sunsets are the best! Followed by autumn, abstract and whatever I'm in the mood for. Hehehe.

Look at this setting! The sun setting behind the trees... Pure omg moment!

So sue me for finding sunsets romantic, especially sunset beaches =D

Dandelion~! Taken at a very nice angle. Feel like blowing it =x

Want to experience autumn soon... Sighhhh

Lovebirds! Cute, aren't they?

Somehow when seeing sunset or autumn photos, it makes me feel melancholic and wishing to share it with someone special. Hmmmm. Funny feelings.

Desperado

Ok la, not on the verge of being desperate yet but... The funniest realisation just occured to me.

Usually people will be thrilled to attend Leadership Camp.

This year however...

Heheh.

Different story.

What happened to everyone's camping spirit?? Scouting spirit?? Is this our future generation????

Quite disappointed =.=

And oh! I just realised today is the 1st of Dec! x]

Essay

As I read the letter, I cried… Who knew it would still hurt? A year had passed and yet.. Yet the memories still burns clearly in my head as though it happened just yesterday. Never did I know my feelings for him were this solid.

Oh! How I loved him.

It all started early last year on my way back from school. I was 15 then, still in my early years and yet to mature. As I was strolling down the pavement under the blazing sun, my eyes chanced upon this one unique shop. A lone figure stood behind the display window.

I stopped in my tracks. Did he just wink at me?

Somehow his action made my heart skip a beat. My face flushed a deep red which made me frown. What on earth is happening to me?

Feeling very quizzical with my reaction, I decided to meet this figure in person. Pushing the door open, I was greeted with a jolt of never ending delight as I came face to face with him. My eyes grew wide and I was practically going gaga over him.

I stood like that for a full 15 seconds before the shop owner came up to me. “I see you have taken a fancy on Ash here,” he grinned.

Obviously startled and annoyed by his remark, I dashed out of the shop embarrassed, thanking the lord that the owner didn’t notice the distinct trail of drool beside my mouth. Thoughts of Ash’s handsome face of startling green eyes and brown hair were set inside this small brain of mine.

Yes, that was how I met him. How I met sweet, lovable Ash. Ever since then, it became my daily routine to visit him everyday in that shop. Talking to him gave me great joy as he was a good listener and friend. But of course, I wanted to be more than just friends… It took me a whole lot of courage to ask him out.

After 3 months of our ‘unforgettable’ encounter, I tried asking the owner to give Ash a day off. Every attempt was futile. It wasn’t until I bribed him with the latest Megan Fox posters did he budge. Lucky thing he's a devoted fan of the actress eh?

It wasn’t much of a date though, more like a stroll in the park. I enjoyed watching him play with the local pets while I chat with the pet owners. However, it was the best experience I’ve ever had in my romance life. Every second with him was pure bliss and I wished it would never end.

Too bad it did.

A few months after the event, Ash started to behave strangely. He became distant and withdrawn from me as though I’m an evil plague. I tried getting answers from him but to no avail. He even spat out the sandwich I made for him. How rude can he get?!

Furious and hurt, I tried consulting my best friends in hopes for explanations. Instead of words of comfort, I received many accusations such as “It is his kind’s nature to do such a thing!” and “He’s just the type to toss you away for someone new” directed to him. It infuriated me to have my friends insult him despite his actions towards me. Some friends they are...

Clueless on what to do, I turned into one of self pity, cowering in my own room as if it shields me from the pain I had to endure. I even resorted to food for comfort – ice cream to be exact. The sweet substance managed to cure me to some extend.

It all came to an end when my mum dragged me away from my room to give me a 30 minute lecture. I winced from the harsh words I heard. She’s right, I thought. Wallowing in self pity doesn’t help a bit, especially health-wise.

Eating ice cream exacts a heavy toll on my body and I don’t think I can take another tongue lashing on pricey ice-cream from my mum. You see, I chose to wolf down on my mum’s favourite brand of ice-cream; Haagen Dazs, which is not exactly the best choice to pick, no?

So then started my efforts to turn over a new leaf. Keeping up with my studies, losing the extra weight I gained and just living out my life helped take my mind off recent events. This lasted for 2 months and I was happy again.

Life felt wonderful. Life was great. That was, until I received a voicemail from the shop owner. He requested that I meet up with Ash and reconcile.

Hah! As if that will ever happen.

It was very annoying though, to have a constant stream of voicemails ranging up to 10-20 per day. At last I couldn’t take it anymore and decided to return his call. All he said was,

“I think you should come by to the shop. You’ll understand why.”

His answer disturbed me a great deal for yes, I do want to know why Ash had acted the way he did. On the other hand, I was scared to know the truth. Not to mention I doubt I can hold back from slapping the shop owner from his continuous stream of voicemails as his efforts had literally fried my expensive cellphone.

In the end I decided to drop them a quick visit. Stopping in front of the shop, I was startled to see the shop decorated with black draping. The atmosphere around it seemed grim and silent.

Shaken to see the once lively shop in such a state, I pushed back the door and walked in. The lights were dim and candles were everywhere in the shop. Everything seemed to be like normal except for the table placed in the middle. On it was a small casket, only big enough to fit a baby.

My mouth went dry. My heart started to pound at a brisk pace as the room started to narrow down onto the casket. Taking a step towards the table, I silently said under my breath, “No, this can’t be. No….”

I emitted a wail of despair at what I saw lying in the coffin. There lay Ash with a serene look on his face. Tufts of his hair were gone, leaving bald patches among his once magnificent brown body. Somewhere in the corner emerged the shop owner, his face stripped off his usual cheeky aura.

“It was cancer. The doctors couldn’t help him as it was too late. He was in the final stage of cancer before they found out his sickness.”

I stayed still. Seeing that I wasn’t about to say anything, he bowed his head and whispered.

“I am sorry.”

Then the tears came.

Soon after this was his funeral. It was held in his favourite spot; the park where we first went out to. Not many attended as he had very few relatives and friends. But it was as any funerals are meant to be - dark, depressing, filled with dreaded emotions.

And now here I am, remembering the painful past. It wasn’t easy writing this letter explaining to my friend about Ash but… I know I have to move on. Dwelling on past events won’t make me feel better unless I acknowledge it.

Sighing, I looked up to the starlit sky, absorbing the peace of the night. Smiling a weak smile, I chanted under my breath.

“Ash… You’ll always be my favourite cat.”


Soso, what do you guys think?? Its a remake of my original copy, and a better one at that. Give me your truthful comments kay? :D

Mulan

Was just watching it on Disney Channel today when I saw an advert on Mulan, but this time the non-cartoon version.

Looks quite cool, no? Maybe I should watch it... Watching Mulan ( cartoon ) gave me extreme nostalgia. Kinda missing my childhood days..

Anyone wanna join me? =D

Job

Almost everyone has one; Wai Yan, Bob, Sze Li, Zi Ming, Khai Li... And me? Ptffff....

Yesterday I saw a notice on a boutique shop saying "Full time/Part time needed" that almost made my heart stop. A job opportunity!! But I didn't jot the number down, cuz I know my parents wouldn't allow it as there'll be transport problem.. Sigh.

In other words, I'm quite depressed that I can't work this year. I've less than 20 days to work and I doubt anyone will hire me, so...

Ugh.

My dad asked,

"You still plan on working?"

"....No.. Less than 20 days, how to work?"

He kept quiet.

Sigh.

Serious Stuff

Ok, get this.. I've a few funny realisations today that I find weird 'cause it never occured to me before until now.

First would be Full Body Shutdown ( FBS.. not FBI k ). Yesterday when I came back from the paintball event, my legs ache from standing ( actually its from the previous day exercise but nvm.. ) tho my body wasn't tired. I then decided to read Eldest on my bed and when I did... Poof. I KO-ed without realising I did. I woke up dazed why the clock showed 1am.. Heeeeheheheehe..

This also happened after I came back from Maju Camp. Turns out that though I don't feel tired, I tend to sleep a lot after an activity cuz I lost my daily afternoon sleep. Not exactly a healthy routine but I'm not going to change it cuz I MALAS! xD

Second was during dinner tonight. As usual I was pondering over things; finally ate fish, how much to spend on Wednesday, flossing, etc when I suddenly thought about college. College! I don't know any public transport that goes there so I guess I'll need to drive there. Ohhh crap... That means I'll need a driving license before I start my first semester.. Not that I don't want to drive, just takut to drive. Pro daydreamers make bad drivers, no?

Weird realisations.

Anywaaaay, on to more 'enlightening' matters..

My bro called yesterday ( when I was sleeping.. shouldn't have slept!!! =.= ). He mentioned attending a concert in Germany. Great, I'm happy for him until I heard during dinner tonight that it cost about RM2.6k ( i'm not too sure about the price.. i think i heard wrong ) for the flight.. So I was thinking, since my parents said he's only planning to go and not confirm going, are they worried financially? My mum told me some disturbing news today so I thought...........

Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Oh well~ I need to start saving money again ( to Janice n Mada, pls don't think otherwise.. i've got better reasons now ) so need to handle my $$ wisely. In other words, I'll be stuck at home with practically nothing to do except online, read, sleep, eat and play. Its not too bad I guess... Maybe I should do some house chores for once. Lol.

Eh I need to be cautious cuz they might get paranoid again, like what happened last time..

Maddie : Mum, my period is already a week late. Is it normal?
Mum : .......................You didn't do anything, right?


Erm erm ermmmmmm

Dot..

Dot dot dot..


=.=!!


What kind of mum would ask their daughters this question?!?!?!

For your information, its NORMAL for it to be irregular kay? Don't get any ideas... Please la, I'm not that kind of girl x]

Bored in BJ

See that poser? That sad case poser? That poser is 10th Petaling's Troop Leader... Lol! I'm supposed to post this photo up onto our troop web but I thought otherwise..

I got this photo from Bob, because he was complaining to me that Ishaq ( the poser ) is soooo bored in Bukit Jalil till he's posing with multiple paintball gear to get Bob jealous ( seems to be working ). I find it hilarious cuz the gear kinda makes Ishaq look....chubby? xD

Wai Yan agrees with my comment while Szi Wei said he looks noob in the gear... Hahaha!

I'm bored yes, and I find this photo simply hilarious. Proves how desperate a guy can get with RM2 million worth of gear ( only in display ) with 20 guns that cost about RM6k each ( as calculated by the bored trio; Ishaq, John Hong and Yu Shaun ).

And Ishaq? You owe me RM10 for promoting your photo. Don't be a CHEAP ass :D

Aftermath

Walking 12km is nothing to me, but walking 12km in slippers is a stupid thing to do. Why?

1) The design print of my slippers came off due to harsh conditions.
2) I tried walking barefoot but ended up stubbing my foot with a pebble, now the skin is very red and sore…
3) Because we had to walk in the rain, you get less grip thus your skin will graze against the material until you kena blister..
4) I got sunburn and I didn’t notice it! Now my feet have a thin line where the slipper covers it and my thigh is a different colour from my leg.. -.-‘

Look at that! What kind of tan is this wei??

Its healing fast tho, thank goodness.. Funny thing is, the skin between my two toes is badly damaged and I never noticed it was so serious until just now.. Wish I didn’t le, cuz ignorance is bliss. Seriously.

Besides my feet, I now have 2 additional mosquito bites on my face.. Swt! The skin on my left thumb also came out cuz of using the axe and erm.. I’m tan again. Dammit~

At least this time I didn't burn my hair from maintaining the fire.. Hahaha!