CNY Cleaning 1

Presenting…. ME!!! ( 7 years back )

I stumbled upon an old photo album when I was cleaning out my room today. Found lots of fun things in my messed up room… Hehehe.

Rose Garden in Cameron Highlands ( I think.. ). Lookie, bunneeeee!!

Sports Day 2004 in primary school.. Taking a break from Gymrama. In photo ( left ) : Sze Li, Megan, me.

Last day in primary. In photo (left ) : Shuen-Wei, Sze Li, Amy, Yuet Ting, Megan, Sue Ching.

When I was still in art class… My teacher, Anna Teoh! Still remember her name xD Look at me, so farney wei

Chinese New Year 2004, invited friends over. Left bottom : Anand, Jian Xin, Sze Li and Right bottom : Reuel, me, Sue Wey.

Cousins in here too. Left : Aaron, Jian Xin, Reuel, Sharmaine, Anand, Sue Wey, Sze Li, Bunny, me.

One thing about these photos is.. When I look at myself, I laughed kao kao. I look so NOOB!! Bwahahahaha. Seriously wei… The only thing I like seeing is my hair, which used to be real long and glossy/soft/NOT frizzy. So unlike my current hair…

I also found my missing hair bands and RM50 in certain places! Woot! My room is really that messed up for me to not find them earlier..

Oh well.

Fixed my drawers, so I’ve more space to store my stuff now. Hahahaha. So glad wei. But I’m not done with cleaning up yet… Only quarter of my room cleaned T.T

aeiou

Today.. Its like we practically did nothing after recess. I knew I should’ve brought Sej book to study =.=!

Getting use to the no life, life edi. Probably cuz some things settled jor but then, oo lala, problems come again.

When is PIBG?!?!!??!

Faster come laaaa. I give you a cookie if you do =D

Mind you, it’d be a rotten chipless/nutless/tasteless cookie..

Very calm now, which is… Odd. I should be stressing wei. Maybe cuz I skip sports practice? Dunno la. Just remembered I’ve 16 things left to settle this week.. Whoops.

CNY, faster come!!

I can’t wait to make cookies, get ang paos, visit relatives, and see red everywhere.

New resolution of the year : No matter what the problem is I’d to try and remain calm, shed a few tears and frown if needed, but don’t explode nor break down completely. In other words, just SMILE.

Show my SUPERSTAR smile! Come on, I didn’t suffer 2 years of braces for nothing =D

Besides, everywhere I see nowadays are frowning, foul mood people. Looking at them made me go

Gosh, I dunwan to look yong sui like that…

No point get wrinkles early ma, plus botox is unnecessary.

So yea, just smile. If people wanna show their yong sui face then let them be.

Oh, I still don’t like that teacher. Its just the way she talks to people. Very ish.

Ish.

Ishaq! Your handwriting teruk la!

Lol.

Hair hair!

Was talking to Mada earlier today about dyeing our hair after SPM. I also asked her opinion if I should undergo hair treatment and get curls.

Imagine me with these hairstyles..

I dunno, I kinda like them. Since I’ve natural waves, might as well make use of it, no? And I doubt I’d dye platinum blonde ( like Mada ) but I’d go for chocolate brown. Dark choc and caramel looks nice.
There’re some other colours I like, but not sure of it’s name.

And yea, I’d rather think and chat about this than think about SPM 24/7. It's my way of staying calm, so shush!

Maddie gone mad, literally.. Next thing you know, I'm posting up something on pink fluffy stuff. Aiyerr..

Ou ou

Ok, I’ve not done..

Moral project
Sect work

Besides that, I’m doing good. Yeaaa!

Though I’ve a feeling I forgot something.. Er er?

No plans for the coming week except of course, art club, sports house practice ( not going! ), scouts, Form 2 training, Form 3 meeting, Form 4 meeting and COH/CN meeting. Yes, another week to ‘die’ for.

Saturday also got plans.. Primary school reunion/ probably F2 training/ haircut day.. Er er? Didn’t know it all clash until now. Ahahaaa~~ My planning sucks wei. Probably have haircut on Thurs.

I’m seriously not fit for sports. Just realized whenever I faced cramp ‘attacks’, my metabolism grows slower. A simple exercise routine might tire me out like hell. Waaaaaa. Don’t think I can survive till 30 T.T

School making life hell as usual, with the new system thingy. Just chat via Skype with my bro. Er er, what else?

I sleep after eating which is BAD. It’s a habit already but yea, what to do. Habit started when school started. Eyer eyer.

Just remembered what I forgot.. Mural project.

And also, I’m 17 this year and there’s SPM to worry about.

What’s wrong with me?? Lol!

No Life wei

First off,

1) I WANT the downloading process to be a success instead of having it disconnect frequently so my family can watch bro’s performance video.

2 ) I NEED to get started on revising Form 4 syllables because I plan to study properly this year.

3) I HAVE to update lots of stuff but I keep forgetting.

4) I WISH people would back me up but instead I feel let down.

5) I HOPE this lifestyle would end soon so I can concentrate more on my own stuff.

Those are the five things racing in my mind right now, the 5 things that seem so distant. 1 and 2 is fine, but 4 is.. Aihhhh! Is it me? My problem izit? I’d rather people say it straight to my face than do nothing and complain.

My ego takda besar, but if you think it is then you’re welcome to pop it. Just don’t literally prick me with a pin… Sakit tau!

I’ve been lifeless lately. Everything is scouts, scouts and more scouts. Not that I hate it but I know there are some people out there who would think I’m obsessed.

Honestly la, I’m not.

If people do their work right, I’d be less engaged in such stuff jor. It just feels unfair and imbalanced what’s going on now ( from my point of view ) but heck, if I say anything surely kena BANG with M-16 ( got this idea from Eng exaggeratio – oops, I mean describing friends essay sample ).

Good thing is, I sleep early cuz too tired from days event.. Heeeeeeeeee =D=D=D

Great, I just remembered to do something.. Maybe I really should take memory pills. O.o

8 Facts

Ok, so here’s what happened today..

1) My mum crashed her car onto another parent’s car nearby my school.

2) I fell ill in school and had to balik.

3) Mum and dad had to go police station for 3 hours to pay fine and all. Obviously both are annoyed at the incident..

4) After 20 minutes my period started, I had the ‘attack’. Never before have I had it so fast.

5) Very bad damage to car I heard, so yea, cost a lot..

6) I was chosen as Sect for red house. Teacher recommended me by saying, ‘Madeleine Madeleine’, ‘ There, the scout one, the girl in front Mr Elvin’.. Lol… Laugh your heart out people, Sect job is ‘fun’.

7) I heard timetable has changed again.. Sucky wei. Why didn’t our class + physics teacher change too?? T.T

8) My mum said my fainting thing today is due to lack of blood. How she know? She kena twice in her teens.. Cold sweat and buzz in ears are a few of the symptoms.. But she never had blood circulatory problem ( my fingers went numb today ) so yeah, probably I pergi jumpa tabik who will recommend herbs and stuff.

If get anymore worst, I go hospital for check up.. Heeee.

I guess this is one of those bad days in a person’s life eh? Except the sect thing is ok.. Really..

Smile smile =D

Waah

Feeling dizzy today. Headache is a pain, no? Hehe.

I finally finished the drawing I started on Fri! Woot! Let’s not talk about my Xmas greeting which is.. Er.. Gone? I rubbed it off to make way for new drawings.. Lol!

School tomorrow and omegosh, 3 science sub in tomorrow’s schedule! What the… Oh ya, I forgot to complain that Mr Ng is now my physics teacher. He’s also my class teacher.

What the f………………ruit! ( I wanna eat mandarin orange.. )

I think my school is set out to have us fail phy. Geram betul wei. No wonder Mr Ng smiling so widely when he came to my class on Fri…

Anywaaaaay

Check out my new drawing!

http://maddietsl.deviantart.com/art/Torn-150726572

Oh, I might change my blog theme again.. Maybe find something red or pink to suit CNY/Valentine’s Day. And yea, I’m bored of my theme already. =D

Saturday!

It’s hereeeee! Not very thrilled about it tho. Doesn't feel like holiday.

A week full of meetings; troop meeting, COH meeting, CN meeting, juniors meetings.. Yea.

No life eh?

Its ok actually. Except, school makes it difficult.

Imagine la..

Tuesday 2.30 end, 2.45pm sharp must start club meetings, 3.45 break, 4pm to 6 house practice.

Wednesday 2.30 end, 2.45pm start troop meeting and end at 4.45.

By Thurs we’re worn out.

What’s more, the timing is BADDDDDD. WTF did they do such a system??? Gila late plus 15 mins break only, enough meh??

Recess at 10.50, can barely eat cuz prefects shoo us off 5 minutes earlier as if we’re dogs ( I feel like we’re treated in such a way by some prefects lo, no offense ) especially if got physics class before recess.

2.30 to 2.45 we have to change, get stuff ready for clubs and tm.. 3.45 people worn out edi, need to recuperate but only got 15 minutes.

Oh ya, last Wednesday canteen not open when we stayed back for uniform body. Smart anot? I wonder if this will happen this week.

Honestly, school is becoming a drag. Not by the lessons but the system. I doubt we can get used to it cuz by 2nd month, we’re too exhausted and people will get bored/tired/fed up with the system that they’ll start to skip it.

Complains will take effect on PIBG day ( dunno when is that oso ), so I’m hoping for the best..

Yeesh. I mean, Ishhhh….aq! Ok, I’m being lame I know. Habit jor since Breakthru Camp. Lol lol.

Hooked to Only You by Kim Jong Wook. The lyrics and music video is like.. waaah. Scary if this happens to you ( in a way ) but the song is sung in an optimistic tone, not emo.. Which is why I like the song =D

Salutes to sad songs that’re sung in happy/upbeat tones.

Yeaaa!

Crap, I’m sleepy. I’m growing fat and lazy and unfit. I guess some areas do grow when you eat more, or is it when you get closer to your twenties?

What the hell am I saying…

Quizzy

Seng kata my last post emo, so read this.

You Are Shy and Thoughtful

You've always been a bit of a fragile flower. You're easily effected by the world around you. It's likely that you consider yourself to be a dork or a nerd. You're very involved in your own interests. While you are quite striking and attractive, you often don't feel that way. You don't see your own beauty. People appreciate your uniqueness and that you don't try to be like anyone else. You couldn't be like anyone else, even if you tried!

The Orchid Test

Reading this made me laugh. I mean, the nerd/dork and interest thing feels so true cuz yea, people called me a scout nerd before and yes, I’m into scouts but not so till I ultimately adore it.

Art is still no 1. Yeah!

I also don’t find myself pretty or whatever but the fact that I am? I’ll leave that to you guys to judge x]

Imran said I’m unique in a weird way ( yay! ) but I don ‘t think people appreciate it.. It scares the crap out of them la.

Lol lol lol!

Don't Waste Your Time

It’s been getting on my nerves, so.. Expressing via lyrics.

It's over, it's over, it's over.

It seems you can't hear me
When I open my mouth you never listen
You say stay, but what does that mean
Do you think I honestly want to be reminded forever

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

It's not easy not answering
Every time I want to talk to you
But I can't
If you only knew the hell I put myself through
Replaying memories in my head of you and I
Every night

Don't waste your time trying to fix
What I want to erase
What I need to forget
Don't waste your time on me my friend
Friend, what does that even mean
I don't want your hand
You'll only pull me down
So save your breath
Don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You're callin'
You're talkin'
You're tryin'
Tryin' to get in
But it's over, it's over, it's over
Friend

Don't waste your time trying to fix it
So save your breath, don't waste your song
On me, on me
Don't waste your time

You held me
You felt me
You left me
But it's over, it's over, it's over
You touched me
You had me
But it's over, it's over, it's over my friend
Don't waste my time

Courtesy of Don’t Waste Your Time - Kelly Clarkson

So, do you (s) get it?? I’m so sick of this. Get a clue ok? My feelings are not to be trifled with, nor my time.

Grow up.

Tired

Today’s troop meeting was OUTRAGEOUS. We didn’t imagine there’d be that many new members attending. The scale was like.. Omg wei.

See la, our troop got 75 members excluding scouter council.

Estimated total new members today 70… ( from what I heard )

Siao wei.. Ishaq’s, Wendy’s and my voice gone on shouting out orders and stuff to be heard. Cough cough~

I wonder how many will still remain with us till Junior Camp? Lol.

So exhausted…

Imagine not eating from morning to evening.. I makan only at 5.40 = Balik time. Makan apa? Nuts, ice cream, drank milk.. No mood eat jor cuz

a) Dinner in 1.20 hours
b) Too hungry till no mood jor ( got such a thing a? yes lo, for me )

I know I’m being childish by starving myself, but… Honestly?

I’m broke..

Plus eating divert my concentration on studies.

So nice to see Mark again today! X]

Can’t believe he came for meeting today.. Thanks so much Mark! You’ve been great help.

Thanks to Tharini, Bob, Hoong Wai, Kelly,Sze Li, Wai Yan, Yuet May, Ee Leng, Wendy, and of course our dear CUTE TL, Ishaq, for being there… Couldn’t have made through this hectic day without you guys!

Oh.

Yea, call him cute and he blushes. Believe anot? Try la! That’s what happened in last COH meeting when Wai Yan said that xP

Anyway, I can’t believe I need to go through school life this way till end of the year.. I’m tired already, no mood do homework oso...

Haizzz.

Ahhh

School was… Ok? Can’t imagine tomorrow tho.. Have to stay back so late. At least transport problem is solved ^^

Stupid school system.. Buat hal je!

Pray I don’t get arrested for this remark -.-‘

I think I’ve the flu? Early this morning felt queasy, dizzy, cold.. Then felt it just now again. Damn wei.

I DON’T WANT TO BE SICK!

Come on, I made it through last year without any illness ( not bragging ) so why not this year?

Drying Bunny off after her bath.

Funny that I bathe her first before myself..

Yes I’ve not bathe, mostly cuz I woke up late and felt too groggy to bath…

Eh

So high so high. Lol lol! Got so high in school today that I properly looked like a so***.. Especially after English lesson. Heeeeeeeee xD

There were 5 pictures in our textbook so teacher ask us to choose one. Apparently the thingy predicts your true personality and mine was :

Artistic
Creative
Talented
Fashionable ( guess all the shopping paid off? )
Loves glamorous lifestyles
Patient
Humble
Daydreamer

Wakakaka! So pleased with this result that gone high kei.. Stupid eh? Well, I didn’t say I’m smart. Lol!

Supposed to be doing homework now but but, no mood! Got mood to draw and sleep tho.. Hay fever has drained most of my energy edi.

Drank lemon twice, but its not really working. Damn. Tomorrow I gotta bring one whole bottle of lemon to make studying easier -.-

Laaalalalala

Was on the phone with my bro.. Wish he was back here to solve the problem..

Hay Fever

It seems to be hereditary since my bro, uncle and I think grandpa has it.

It gets so annoying when you’ve to face running nose ( when you bend down it rly runs bad, so can’t do homework or eat properly ).

You sneeze a lot ( my record was 15 sneezes per minute.. not sure but it’s around there ).

You CAN’T taste food! Argh!

Need to drink lotsa water or else you get fever.

You’ll feel sleepy from sneezing lots and loss of h20 in body.

So far medicine works abit, but it’ll come back in a few hours or so.. Or it wouldn’t work at all! =(

It comes every year, once or twice now.

Thank God I’ve only a mild case of it now.. 9 sneezes per minute is ok la, better than continuous per minute sneezes -.-‘

Ohhh, I soooo love this! Remind me to use such a tactic to horny guys. Get to drive them away~! Irritating people they are.

Moody

You know those days where you only want to talk to that special person/friend/sibling?

Where you’re in no mood to talk to anyone else other than him/her?

Yeah, I’m facing that now.. ( not pms )

Just in no mood to layan people now.. Don’t even know who I wanna talk to.

Arghh.

BM essay to do… So boring!

Haha

I thought I’d be sleeping early tonight since there aren’t any homework or work for me to do.

I was wrong.

Instead I was working on this :

For better view click here.

I know I can finish it tomorrow but heck, knowing myself I might lose my ‘mood’ to finish it tomorrow.. Sad. My drawing sucks big time... Heh. Malas draw properly tonite..

And yea, I’m being childish with this drawing but heck.. Just find it funny that sweating is ‘bad’ to some people.

Anyway, school’s been good so far ( thanks for asking how Form 5 lif e is ). I’ve good teachers and it’s not stressful… yet. Lol.

Time to sleep.

Nites world.

Ps: Yes Yuet May, I’m sooooooo happy with my Xmas pressie! Don’t perasan ya, just being sarcastic.. Lol! Joking joking.

2nd Day of Sch

We started with our bio peka edi so yea, at least things aren’t dead during first few days of school. Tomorrow till Fri is packed with staying back for scouts, scouts, school meeting. Yikeees.

Still in my old class, and Pn Loh is my form teacher! Time to kiss as--- I mean, gotta behave for good testimonial. Hehehe. Gonna drop add maths and chem so… So long boring subjects!!

Pn Fadzilah gave an ‘interesting’ speech today.. At least Sejarah won’t be thaaat boring now I guess. Suddenly felt like studying Sej… NERD!

Mark’s farewell party this Saturday.. I plan on going, but gotta check with parents since party at night ( I’ve a curfew! ) and Ee Leng ajak watch movie before it. Hope I can go cuz I need to shop for some stuff anyway.

I found a new adorable hp theme… SMILEY!!

Actually I dunno why I call it smiley since its not smiling..

But it reminds me of the one I got for Yu Hong so.... Lol!

Time to homework now… I’d usually finish it in school but my ‘hardworking’ mood only came 20 minutes before school ended… Sad sad. Takpe, at least I’ve something to do now.

One more thing..

I just realized I’ve been giving nervous/awkward/ whatever u wanna call it smiles to teachers and people I don’t know well. Kinda weird cuz I used to not do that.

Improvement eh? Yay!

But some people end up staring at me like I’m some idiot. Well… Better to be taken an idiot than be rude, right? Or is it the other way round? Dunno la…

Peka time!

Shirt design

I know, school night but I’m not sleeping… Yet. The lemon tea I prepared hours ago has finally been drunk, waking me up but I can still sleep if I want ( pig! ). Hahahaha.

Boon Lye asked Chi Cheng and I to design shirts for Quartermaster. I still say CC’s one is better than mine. Mine is GAY! Playing with photoshop is still nice tho x]

But I still find a pen tablet easier on the hands ( and eyes ). Heeeee~

What do you think? Can't see it clearly eh? Check it out in my facebook notes.

Will blog about school tomorrow.. Expect a boring post tomorrow then. Lol lol.

Day Before Hell

School tomorrow! Noooooooo!

Its too soon.. Can I turn back time by pressing rewind please? ( note to higher power : see my desperate plea and pity me x] )

I enjoyed new year by shopping at Sungei Wang and yea, got lots of cool stuff. Most successful shopping spree in my life wei.

Yesterday was spent helping out in koperasi, supervising MD and attending BCPM. I slept for most of the day as I’ve been sleeping real late for 2 days. Night time was spent cleaning up cupboard for text books and cupboard + drawer to make way for new clothes.

Today in MSN I saw this article on 27 facts men don’t know about women and here are a few facts :

Jennifer Love Hewitt"

PMS is not a lame excuse to be able to yell at you. It's a great excuse."

Poppy Montgomery"

When considering whether or not to ask out the girl you're afraid to talk to, keep this in mind: No matter who you are or what you look like, it's always flattering when you hit on us. Always."

Samantha Mathis"

Asking for directions is a really big turn-on."

No 2 is most true, followed by no 1 and 3.

Actually, the turn on thing is not entirely true, but its funny xP

2010

I tore off a piece of paper from my ‘Her World 50’ notebook and started scribbling my resolutions on it.

NO. ONE - As always, study HARD!
SPM year lu, have to study for real. My plan is; listen to teachers in subjects I suck in and self study the rest. But of course I never do take studies seriously.. If I ever do, it’s the end of the world x]

NO. TWO - Play hardER!
Yea, gotta enjoy life no?

NO. THREE - Learn how to drive!
My aunt bugs me to learn cuz; “At least there’s a spare driver around when the main one is gone”. I think she’s been watching too many road accidents lately… Lol! Joking joking~
Besides, quite convenient tho I’d rather drive cars that are environmental friendly. Only problem is I must stop daydreaming..

NO. FOUR - ENJOY school life!
Last year, gotta savour every moment of it! From ups and downs and anything that comes along =D

NO. FIVE - Plan out my future!
Boring and exciting and necessary.

NO. SIX - Be a better person!
A definite requirement.

NO. SEVEN - Intimate relationships is no big deal!
I’m tired of occasional let downs and yea, I’ve learnt the art of moving on fast. Very handy skill xP
My list of bf/date-able requirements is ready too~ Hahaha!

NO. EIGHT - Learn how to cook!
I don’t follow recipes cuz mum doesn’t teach me and those I know I don’t have the ingredients. Sooo my art of simply dumping stuff together has to go. Bye bye~~!

NO. NINE - Clean up my room ( and bro’s too )
Messy messy and need to do it ASAP before mum nags, then dad, grandpa, grandma, bla bla…

NO. TEN - Work!
Need money to buy important stuff for future, so yes. And need experience too =x

Well, its 2010 so 10 resolutions should be enough… Right?

NO. ELEVEN - Improve memory!
Memory chip implants, herbal teas, pills, whatever. Memory’s really bad lately. How bad? I forgot to bring spending money during MV outing till my dad reminded me. Aaah!

NO. TWELVE – Buy Feather shampoo!
I used to use the Honey and Royal Jelly one, then I recently switched back to Avocado and Cammelia Oil essence which by the way, is super sweet fragrant. I simply love the smell! =D

NO. THIRTEEN - Move into a beach house.
Especially one with a good view of the sun setting. Heeeeeeee xD

Bottom : This house is really nice! Doesn’t it scream high class? Lol! Perfect view too.

Ok, I’m just crapping no. 12 and 13… Lol! ( but if i can afford, i'd follow no 13... )

So people, 11 resolutions. Which one do you think I’ll accomplish? I’ve a feeling none will.

Happy New Year!

=D